I just need to let this out right now.. I was sick for an entire freaking week, I had something kind of like the flu but it according to the doctor it wasn't.. anyways not the point.. I'm overloaded now with stuff to make up and I just freaking feel like I'm a bad student.. I just leave everything to the last minute.. and before I got sick I was actually doing a good job managing to go to sleep earlier.. :( but I guess when I finally finish all the work I have to do I'll get back on track..
Oh I also need to let out my frustration with spanish.. (I really hope my teacher never sees this..) anyways.. OMG I CAN FREAKING UNDERSTAND HER BUT OVER THE SUMMER I FORGOT A LOT OF BASIC STUFF SO IT MAKES IT REALLY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO REPLY TO HER.. SINCE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL SHE CONSTANTLY SPEAKS IN SPANISH AND BARELY WENT OVER REVIEW STUFF.. IF SHE DID THAT I WOULDN'T BE HAVING PROBLEMS.. AND I FEEL LIKE SHE THINKS I DON'T KNOW ANY SPANISH AND THAT I'M REALLY DUMB OR SOMETHING.. AND I FEEL LIKE SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME VERY MUCH :( I HATE THAT CLASS.. IT LITERALLY RUINS MY DAY.. AND I FELT HUMILIATED IN FRONT OF THE CLASS WHEN SHE ASKED ME A QUESTION AND I DIDN'T KNOW THE ANSWER TO.. BUT SHE THOUGHT I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT F**KING "PORQUE?" MEANT I KNOW IT MEANS WHY, I JUST DIDN'T KNOW WHY CAUSE I'M NOT GETTING THE POINT OF WHAT WE'RE LEARNING }:(
what also makes me a little bit sad is that I really used to enjoy spanish.. I hope when I finally feel like I'm catching up that it'll be like that again :( ...
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