Realistic Eyeball Stickers

Ever since I got the idea from a calvin and hobbes comic, I've always wanted to do this.  To put eyeball stickers or paint realistic eyes on my eyelids and sleep in school and see if it would work.  Now that would be the coolest thing ever!  I once did this with two of my friends with face painting stuff and they turned out fairly realistic and kinda creepy but it was so funny when we walked up to people with our eyes closed to see if they would notice and how they would react!  I can't find any place that sells eyeball stickers except for one.. but they don't look super realistic, but I think if I bought them (they're only two bucks) I could make it work... I just really want to try!

If not, I'll just save up for some good face painting stuff and see if I could paint some good ones! 

Dreams and Funny video

Well I have not updated in a while!  Anyway, one thing I want to talk about is.. once again, my dog.   I've been having these dreams with her in them, I just can't let her go.. and I don't want to.. I want to always remember every part of her :( .  The first dream I had with her in it was kind of confusing.  She was there but apparently she was supposed to be dead or would be soon, it didn't really make sense.  It was as if she was gone but was there... I'm guessing this dream represented my confusion about her being gone.. I still think she's going to appear out of nowhere.. I wish she would.. My second dream wasn't even her at first.  It was some German Shepherd that I was spending time with.. and at one point it was night time and there were street lights on and we were by this really tall wooden fence in some yard.  And I just kept hugging her, at one point it changed to my dog..

My third dream was my dad bought two new pets.. one was a dog and halfway through the dream it changed breeds.. I don't know what the first one was but the second was a dalmation.. the second one was a minature cow... don't ask lol (Rose you were actually in this dream I called you over to see the cow.. but then a bus almost drove into my house and took you to the airport and you didn't even say bye! D: )  Anyway, I really loved this dog in my dream but I couldn't bring myself to love him the same way as my dog, one because in real life I swore that I would always have German Shepherds (I love German Shepherd soooo much!) and 2. I wasn't really ready to have a new dog in the dream.. 

My fourth and last dream that I can remember was probably the most depressing for me.. basically I saw my dog alive and well and I was filled with joy and I ran toward her to hug her like I always did, by the time I got there she was sitting down and right when my arms were around her.. she disappeared into thin air..  I miss my dog

And to end this blogpost on a happier note.. here is the best parody of the old spice man I've ever seen, go puss in boots! Ok the embed option isn't working for some reason so here's the link!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JsbSolUF5c&feature=related

Am I going Crazy?

I HATE going downstairs in my house when it's dark and everyone's in bed downstairs.. I know nobody is down there but I still get REALLY paranoid.. I always feel like something is going to pop up out of the dark, or I'm going to turn around and see someone standing at my backyard door or in my window, etc.  But last night, for some reason, I just had this feeling or something (but then again I was at a choir thing from 9 am to 2 and I came home, had 10 minutes to relax, and then I went off on my way to a banquet to celebrate 25 years of polish scouting here where I live and that was till 12 am so I was really tired) and I've been thinking to myself, here I am wanting my dog to visit me, since I've heard countless of stories where people see their pets in the afterlife.. but in reality, that would scare the shit out of me if she suddenly appeared downstairs.. 

and as I was preparing a late-night snack I kept turning around expecting her to be there.. and then suddenly I kind of heard this sound, like when you open your mouth and your tongue peels away from the roof of your mouth sound? (I don't know how to describe it) but it sounded EXACTLY like the one my dog sometimes made, and I've NEVER heard that sound before downstairs, so I got freaking scared and I got that frozen in fear feeling wash over me and screamed... and in addition I scared the shit out of my parents.. and now I feel bad because I shouldn't be afraid of my own dog :/